April 2012
3 posts
Broken, I Surrender
Broken, I Surrender;
I pray to God to show me the right way, to show me guidance, to show me how;
I pray to God to show me what is right, to help me discern what is right for me, and for the best.
I pray to God for peace, happiness, health, and love.
in Jesus’s name, Amen.
my heart and god's; with jesus in my heart, love...
Harry: This connection between me and Voldemort, what if the reason for it is that I am becoming more like him? I just feel so angry, all the time, and what if after everything that I’ve been through, something’s gone wrong inside me? What if I’m becoming bad?
Sirius: I want you to listen to me very carefully, Harry. You’re not a bad person. You’re a very good person who bad things have...
walking with jesus to the desires of my heart
how do i forgive myself?
whenever i look at a reflection, whenever i look at myself, i see the scars of yesterday, and an endless, bottomless pit, a black hole;;
i’m scared to look, because i see the scars of yesterday
how long will it take for me to fully heal, fully recover, so i can fully move on?
how can i fully heal?
jesus…
March 2012
1 post
Beyond Flesh, Beyond Questions, Beyond Knowledge,...
who are you and what have you done to me?
i find myself acting in completely compulsive obsessive ways i never felt before
i feel an irrational compulsion that takes me out of my control
why…why do i seem to….wantyou so much?
why do i go to such lengths at my own expense for you?
what is it about you that sets you apart?
why do i believe in us and only us so much?
an utter...
January 2012
1 post
Dear God, God's Will
How could i ever do anything without you?
taking a moment to disconnect, and just reconnect with you, completely reconnect with you.
only you see me in my most desolate of times, yearning for you, yearning to know you, yearning to serve you. yearning to live for you.
only you give me no pressure to be myself, only you don’t judge me, only with you i don’t have to put on a fake...
November 2011
1 post
Naked
Before you, I am naked.
Who was I a fool to do anything without you?
It’s all about you.
Who was I a fool to do anything without other people?
The time is coming to an end where I do and figure out things for myself.
I call to you for help again.
For New Balance,
For Love.
I think I’ve grown to accept these revelations won’t stop coming.
I’m answering the call.
...
December 2010
2 posts
I need something or someone to believe in.
I don't waste time with people who don't believe.